CAIRO (Reuters) - Mohammad Atteya has been separated from his family in the northern Gaza town of Beit Lahiya for two weeks since being evacuated to hospital with a head wound.
Now he is torn by regret for leaving them in the epicentre of a massive Israeli military assault.
"They speak to me about their nights of horror, they tell me how every night they pray for their safety and they bid one another farewell. Hell is boiling there, I feel it inside my chest. I wish I hadn't left," he said.
While he waits in Gaza City's Sheikh Radwan neighbourhood, only a few kilometres from home but unable to return, 23 members of his extended family are sheltering in one house with barely enough to eat.
"They are eating what is left of some canned food, no fresh vegetables or fruit, no meat or chicken and no clean water," he said.
In the month since Israel launched a renewed campaign in the border town of Beit Lahiya, one of the first targets of last year's ground assault, multiple strikes have killed hundreds of Palestinians.
A hit on a residential building on Oct. 29 killed at least 93 people, health officials said. Israel's military said it was targeting a spotter on the roof.
Thousands of Palestinians have been evacuated from Beit Lahiya and the nearby towns of Beit Hanoun and Jabalia as the Israeli military roots out bands of Hamas fighters still operating from amongst the rubble.
The area has been cut off from Gaza City to the south, communication has been patchy, supplies of food dwindling and prices of whatever is available reaching exorbitant levels.
It is unclear how many civilians remain in northern Gaza. The Palestinian Civil Emergency Service estimated 100,000 people remain in Jabalia, Beit Lahiya and Beit Hanoun, about half of those there at the start of the new Israeli campaign on Oct. 5.
The repeated bombardments have destroyed shelters and those remaining are huddled together in whatever structures still stand. "That is why every Israeli hit on a house leads to dozens of casualties," said Atteya.
The Israeli military has disputed some of the casualty figures reported by Palestinian officials. Top United Nations officials say the situation in northern Gaza is "apocalyptic" with the entire population at imminent risk of death.
AMBUSHES AND GUNBATTLES
More than a year into the war in Gaza, the Israeli military believes that Hamas, whose fighters rampaged through communities in southern Israel on Oct. 7, 2023 killing some 1,200 people and taking 251 hostages, has been depleted but not yet extinguished.
"We expect this campaign to last an additional few weeks at least. There is a lot of work to do there in order to dismantle Hamas' capabilities in this region," an Israeli military official said last week.
The army says it has killed or captured hundreds of Hamas fighters during the northern Gaza operation, and at least 17 Israeli soldiers have been killed in gunbattles and ambushes in the wrecked streets or bombed-out buildings.
On Tuesday, Hamas' armed wing said fighters in Jabalia had killed five Israeli soldiers at point blank range a day earlier, in one of several such announcements the group has made in past weeks. The Israeli military did not immediately comment.
Access for reporters is restricted and communications are erratic making independent verification of what is happening on the ground difficult.
Israel accuses Hamas fighters of hiding among civilians. In a night-time raid on the Kamal Adwan Hospital, one of the few health facilities struggling to operate in the north, an Israeli military official said around 100 Hamas fighters were captured, some posing as medical staff, along with weapons and ammunition.
Hamas rejected the accusations. Eid Sabbah, the hospital's director of nursing, described a terrifying raid in a voice note to Reuters. "The terrorising of civilians, the injured and children began as they (the Israeli army) started opening fire on the hospital," he said.
In advance of attacks, the Israeli military sends out evacuation orders to civilians in leaflet drops and targeted telephone calls.
"Evacuation is the worst feeling ever," Atteya said. "You are told to run for your life, you try to ask the voice (Israeli caller), how much time do I have, he says 'run'. What can you take with you when you go running?"
A public servant, Atteya had dreams for his children, aged between 15 and 2, in Hamas-run Gaza before the war, which health officials in Gaza say has killed more than 43,300 Palestinians.
"I don't say the Hamas government was ideal. They couldn't improve economic conditions," he said. "We had a life, a good one, not good enough but we didn't have the (Israeli) occupation's killing machine tearing us up everyday."
The future is hard for Atteya to envisage. Many Palestinians believe the Israeli campaign is aimed at preparing the way for a return of Israeli settlers to post-war Gaza.
"They are making buffer zones, that's why they are demolishing and bombing residential districts, and some of their fanatics want to return settlers in Gaza. This is how bad the situation is," he said.
The Israeli military denies such plans and says the evacuation orders are meant to keep civilians out of harm's way.
(Reporting and writing by Nidal al-Mughrabi; Editing by Ros Russell)
By Nidal al-Mughrabi