1Life Healthcare : Coming Out To Your Doctor

Ultimately the decision to tell your provider about your sexual orientation or gender identity is yours alone. But if you do decide to share this information with your provider, you may be unsure about how to start the conversation. Here are some tips for finding and being open with your provider:

Do your research

When looking for a new provider, it can be helpful to get recommendations from your community. One Medical provider, Nina Metsovaara, MD, recommends asking within your network: 'I always tell people to do their research before they show up to a new practice if they can. I find most LGBTQ patients find their provider by word of mouth from their community or partners, as well as internet community boards.' You can also use online directories like the Gay and Lesbian Medical Association's Healthcare Provider Directory or ask your local LGBTQ healthcenter. At One Medical, all of our providers adhere to our philosophy of inclusivity and judgement-free care, so you can rest assured knowing that whoever you see will treat you with respect, compassion, courtesy, and professionalism. If you'd prefer to see someone who specializes in LGBTQ health though, you can find each of our providers' bios online with a short description of their areas of expertise. Many have indicated a specific interest in LGBTQ care on their profiles. You can also call before booking an appointment to inquire about a provider's experience with LGBTQ patients.

Set the agenda

Rather than bringing this topic up during a separate appointment, it may be helpful to schedule a visit specifically for this conversation. 'Whether with an existing provider relationship or a new provider, setting the agenda for this visit helps the provider identify that this is something important and valuable for the individual's well-being, as well as create space for asking questions, both to and receiving from the patient,' says Fam. 'Simply asking to discuss sexual and gender health can prompt the provider to help navigate the conversation and meet the goals and intentions of the visit, while building trust and safety in the patient-provider relationship.' Setting your sexual orientation and gender as the reason for your visit will help your provider prepare, as well as save you the anxiety and discomfort of trying to direct the conversation.

Bring a friend

It can be difficult being vulnerable with a stranger. If you're anxious about talking to your provider, bring a close friend, family member, or partner as support. Just having someone you trust in the room can be calming. If you choose to bring your partner, simply introducing them as such may also be an easy way to 'come out' or bring up the topic of conversation indirectly.

Make a list of questions

Write out a list of questions or goals for your conversation with your provider ahead of time so you don't forget anything. Given that this is a vulnerable conversation, it can be easy to be distracted by nerves. You may even want to include questions about the provider's experience. 'Consider asking them how much experience or interest they have with queer and trans healthcare and if they have ever had a trans or queer patient before to try and see if it's a safe space,' says One Medical provider Calvin Gilbert, FNP. It's also okay if you don't know what the right questions are. 'It's ok not to know what you need to be aware of,' says Fam. 'Making that known internally and externally with a simple phrase like, 'I don't know if there is anything I need to be aware of to help me stay healthy,' can help relieve that burden of responsibility off of the patient.'

Only share what you're comfortable with

You may find that you aren't ready to share the full details of your identity right off the bat and that's okay. 'You may be asked specific questions and you don't have to answer them until you feel comfortable,' says Gilbert. 'If you aren't ready to discuss details, you can keep it more vague at first. You can say things like, 'I've been exploring my gender identity and might want to discuss hormones at some point, what would that look like?'' Trust takes time to build. The more you talk about this subject with your provider, the more comfortable you'll become.

Have the conversation when you feel comfortable

Since this conversation may leave you feeling vulnerable or exposed, you should do whatever you can to maximize comfort. For some, that may mean asking the doctor to talk for a few minutes before you undress and switch into a gown. For others, that may mean talking in an office outside of the exam room entirely. Decide whether you'll feel most at ease bringing this up at the beginning or at the end of the visit.

Know that it's okay to feel like someone might not be the right provider for you

Finally, you should never feel stuck or obligated to stick with a provider. You can shop around as much as you want. 'Remind yourself that you have a right to have a provider who you feel comfortable with,' says Gilbert. 'If your conversation doesn't go well, it's okay to ask to meet with someone else to discuss your options, questions, or concerns.'